Just took my Senior Portraits yesterday, it was kinda nerve wracking yet very interestingly fun at the same time.
I even talked the photographer into letting me take nerd driven shots with my plushies (YUNA!!!), some manga and comic books and my PS2 and XBOX controlers. I can not wait to see how they come out!

That aside though, Im pretty nostalgic atm. In a few weeks the person Im closest to is leaving again, off to a place I cant be for at least another year and a half. Its annoying to be so close and dependant on them when they're hundreds of miles away for a large part of the year, but I would never stop being that way with them really. I couldnt. They know me far too well.
Im going to miss them more than I can describe but Im not going to dwell on it. Im going to grow up more this year and amaze them come my graduation day. I owe them that and I know I deserve it So it wont be good bye when I see them, just "see you later". Heh, who knows? I may even see them earlier if Im desperate enough for a Senior Ball date XDDD;;


Ive also been thinking about the people of my past, the ones who I left because they're just not who they were supposed to grow into. The ones who warped into something....else, to put it nicely. Theres really not too much frustration there for them anymore, just annoyance and relief that Im no longer tied to them presently; though I know I'll never get rid of them when it comes to my past and anyone who remembers it. But Im putting the past behind me and running towards my future now. If people dwell or whatever, thats on them, Ive taken flight from that.
Maybe Im talked about, maybe Im not. I dont care either way. My loner tendency is back as is the knowledge of who are really in my inner circle.
Come what may Im gonna keep moving. Even if I dont care about them and want them to f**k off a lot of the time, I hope they can too.

Yo.
Just got in from getting my hair cut and I now have bangs.
The style doesnt look exactly like I thought it would, but eh, it works. If anything else, I have bangs to emo toss and make ppl (preferably girls) laugh. Its all good if I can make girls smile XD

Think Ive got a crush on someone too....well, okay ANOTHER crush on someone is more like it. But its very...interesting to say the least. I dont want to be a pedo (the girl is GOING TO BE a frosh this year)!! TT-TT
Matters of the heart are so confusing, if girls werent so yummylicious I would walk the celibate path *nod nod*
But alas....
Oh and Im thinking of actually starting to do sketch out my comic Ive been working on for a while, but Im not sure. Still gotta think on it.
Cosplay has taken over my life followed closely by music and KonoSetsu love. Ah...its another day isnt it?


ps: Biiiiig thanks to who has kicked my Tsukikage Ran love back into effect, I just dug out the series from my dvd collection to rewatch tonight! Yaaay~!

[link]

Jesus Christ, it's about time Setsuna and Konoka of Negima!? finally kiss (and inadvertently make out on the next page)!
This does a weathered heart good to see that love does prevail somehow, now...if only it were not just in manga....


Looooooooooooooooove!
....*sigh* I want a girlfriend now damn it =3=
Hopefully senior year goes by fast so I can get to the college honeys. YUM. <3

End of odd late rant.

Soooo....apparently Ive been dubbed the "Romantic" on a gaming forum Im on. Its quite funny.
All the chicks say Im "Don Juanita" XDDD
Oh, I wish I was in rl. Itd make flirting so much easier for me! ^//^;
Ah well, whatevers.

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-MUSIC NATION-

~ Chris Daughtry

[] "My life with you means everything,
So I wont give up that easily."
- Its Not Over

[] "This love is killin' me,
but you're the only one."
- Its Not Over

[] "You took a hammer to these walls,
dragged the memories down the hall,
packed your bags & walked away,
There was nothing I could say."
- Over You

~ Bullet For My Valentine

[] "Would she hear me,
if I called her name?
Would she hold me,
if she knew my shame?"
- Tears Dont Fall

~ Story Of The Year

[] "As years go by, I'll race the clock with you
But if you die right now
You know that I'd die too."
- Until The Day I Die

[] "We'll make the same mistakes,
I'll take the fall for you.
I hope you need this now,
Cause I know I still do."
- Until The Day I Die

~ The Meg & Dia Band

[] "His little whispers:
'Love me, love me.
Thats all I ask for...Love me, Love me!'"
- Monster

~ Three Days Grace

[] "Over and Over, Over and Over,
I fall for you,
Over and Over, Over and Over,
You make me fall for you,
Over and Over, Over and Over
You dont even try."
- Over and Over

[X] "I know whats best for me,
But I want you instead.
I'll keep wasting all my time...
Over and Over, Over and Over,
I fall for you!"
- Over and Over [link]

~ The Academy Is...

[] "Would you believe me if I said I didnt need you?
Cause I wouldnt believe you if you said the same to me."
- Skeptics and True Believers

~ David Cook

[] "Try to leave a light on when im gone,
Even in the day,
Light shines on.
And when its late ate night
You can look inside,
You wont feel so alone."
- Light On

~ Fergi

[] "I hope you know, I hope you know,
That this has nothing to do with you.
Its personal,
Myself and I, we've got some figuring out to do."
- Big Girls Dont Cry

[] " Like the little school mate in the school yard,
We'll play Jacks & Uno cards
I'll be your best friend & You'll be my...
Valentine.
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to,
Cause I want to hold yours too.
We'll be playmates and Lovers and share our secret worlds...
But it's time for me to go home."
- Big Girls Dont Cry

[] "You got me trippin', stumblin', flippin', fumblin',
Clumsy cause Ive fallen in 'Love',
You got me slippin', tumblin', sinkin', fumblin',
Clumsy cause Ive fallen in 'Love'."
- Clumsy

~ Fort Minor

[] "10% Luck,
20% Skill,
15% consentrated Power of Will,
5% Pleasure,
50% Pain &
100% Reason to remember the Name."
- Remember the Name

~ Journey

[] "Just a small town girl, livin' in a lonely world,
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere.
Just a city boy, born and raised in south Detroit,
He took the midnight train goin' anywaywhere."
- Dont Stop Belivein'


~ P!nk

[] "So What?
Im still a rock star,
I got my rock moves,
And I dont need you!"
- So What?

~ Dressy Bessy

[] "Give her the time, she'll know you mean it
Make up her mind, throw in her feelings
Open the door, have her jump through it
She fell in love, how could she do it?"
- If You Should Try to Kiss Her

~ The Hair Spray Original Broadway Cast

[] "There's a road we've been travelin',
Lost so many on the way...
But the riches will be plenty,
Worth the price we had to pay."
- I Know Where Ive Been

M'kay, so Ive been really getting into music memes lately. But the problem with most of them, in my opinion, is that they limit an artist by either:
A) Giving them a random song which the artist may not be in the mood to draw anything for.
B) Giving them only the length of the song to doodle/sketch/draw their pic.

Both scenarios are ridiculous to me and really arent all that great. So Ive decided to come up with a new type of music meme in the likeness of a [insert series/topic idea] 100.
I call it.....
MUSIC NATION.
So, for MUSIC NATION you have to choose at least 10 artists or bands, could be more, whatever you feel you can do. But 10 is the minimum. Then you choose lyrics or verses from each of those artists'/bands' songs and quote them on your journal. (as I will demonstrate with my list below, once Im done 'splainin'
And each piece of art work for each artist/band must be centered around that specific lyric or verse. Then once you post your work on DA, you must post the lyric in your journal and a link to a Youtube vid with the song on it. Could be the actual music video or an amv, doesnt matter, so long as its the version of the song you were listening to/had in mind with your work.
Each entry can be a different emotion, like my list is pretty down trodden and laced with nostalgia, but it'll feel great to get the emotion out of me and onto paper. ^^
I hope to achive a wider range of music to listen to by doing this and tagging friends of mine to do so as well. So we can all be united under one MUSIC NATION.

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-MUSIC NATION-

~ Chris Daughtry

[] "My life with you means everything,
So I wont give up that easily."
- Its Not Over

[] "This love is killin' me,
but you're the only one."
- Its Not Over

[] "You took a hammer to these walls,
dragged the memories down the hall,
packed your bags & walked away,
There was nothing I could say."
- Over You

~ Bullet For My Valentine

[] "Would she hear me,
if I called her name?
Would she hold me,
if she knew my shame?"
- Tears Dont Fall

~ Story Of The Year

[] "As years go by, I'll race the clock with you
But if you die right now
You know that I'd die too."
- Until The Day I Die

[] "We'll make the same mistakes,
I'll take the fall for you.
I hope you need this now,
Cause I know I still do."
- Until The Day I Die

~ The Meg & Dia Band

[] "His little whispers:
'Love me, love me.
Thats all I ask for...Love me, Love me!'"
- Monster

~ Three Days Grace

[] "Over and Over, Over and Over,
I fall for you,
Over and Over, Over and Over,
You make me fall for you,
Over and Over, Over and Over
You dont even try."
- Over and Over

[] "I know whats best for me,
But I want you instead.
I'll keep wasting all my time...
Over and Over, Over and Over,
I fall for you!"
- Over and Over

~ The Academy Is...

[] "Would you believe me if I said I didnt need you?
Cause I wouldnt believe you if you said the same to me."
- Skeptics and True Believers

~ David Cook

[] "Try to leave a light on when im gone,
Even in the day,
Light shines on.
And when its late ate night
You can look inside,
You wont feel so alone."
- Light On

~ Fergi

[] "I hope you know, I hope you know,
That this has nothing to do with you.
Its personal,
Myself and I, we've got some figuring out to do."
- Big Girls Dont Cry

[] " Like the little school mate in the school yard,
We'll play Jacks & Uno cards
I'll be your best friend & You'll be my...
Valentine.
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to,
Cause I want to hold yours too.
We'll be playmates and Lovers and share our secret worlds...
But it's time for me to go home."
- Big Girls Dont Cry

[] "You got me trippin', stumblin', flippin', fumblin',
Clumsy cause Ive fallen in 'Love',
You got me slippin', tumblin', sinkin', fumblin',
Clumsy cause Ive fallen in 'Love'."
- Clumsy

~ Fort Minor

[] "10% Luck,
20% Skill,
15% consentrated Power of Will,
5% Pleasure,
50% Pain &
100% Reason to remember the Name."
- Remember the Name

~ Journey

[] "Just a small town girl, livin' in a lonely world,
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere.
Just a city boy, born and raised in south Detroit,
He took the midnight train goin' anywaywhere."
- Dont Stop Belivein'


~ P!nk

[] "So What?
Im still a rock star,
I got my rock moves,
And I dont need you!"
- So What?

~ Dressy Bessy

[] "Give her the time, she'll know you mean it
Make up her mind, throw in her feelings
Open the door, have her jump through it
She fell in love, how could she do it?"
- If You Should Try to Kiss Her

~ The Hair Spray Original Broadway Cast

[] "There's a road we've been travelin',
Lost so many on the way...
But the riches will be plenty,
Worth the price we had to pay."
- I Know Where Ive Been